If the world doesn’t end when I no longer have a baclofen pump, then what does happen?
No, seriously. What then?
Several times a day for the last few days, I have gone from panic to exhilaration about the answer to this question.
I am ok. I am better than ok actually. I couldn’t have imagined being this ok when I made the decision to remove the pump.
I didn’t really know what would happen. No one could know. I knew what could happen as a worst-case scenario.
I imagined what was possible with the best-case scenario.
It’s not all over yet to really know for sure what the answer to this question is. I do know one thing for sure.
So far, this is better than I imagined for my best-case scenario.
Then I remembered the audio blog I did in 2012 about how it is better (and why) to focus on the best-case scenario than the worst-case scenario.